Leia is so much bigger now, she is five years, she is a mature little girl, but still my baby inside. So, when I found that I was pregnant again, I had this a little thought of my own. Seriously?? Do I want this? Do I really want this? After all this years? Leia is so easy now... and with a new baby, with an old me, yes, I am not young anymore, but this things sort of happen, not that I could change it...
I was busy deciding which Primary school Leia would go next school year, looking at the schools, and comparing schools. Mean while, something is growing inside my tummy, a new life. And the only thing that I could do, was just go with it! After all, I am not even 40, so, I thought I could do this. Many people could, so can I then.
Leia was so exiting when we broke the news to her. We invited her to all the doctor appointment, so she could she, how her sister/brother grows inside my tummy. This whole experience actually was so much more interesting. Since, I watched Leia's progressing, and Leia watched the baby's. She sang to the baby (Twinkle Twinkle Little Star and Ms. Dolly had a Polly), and put her cheek on it. One day, the baby decided to give Leia 3 little pokes on her cheek. She said, "I think she poked me with her pinky mama, it felt like toot, toot, toot!" as she demonstrated how she thought the baby poked her.
I think, it's all good then, despite, I gave away all the baby clothes that I had just about 2 months before I found out that I was pregnant. I can always buy or get new stuffs, I guess. After five years, I think this should be an easy breezy lemon squeezy then... Hopefully.
