One thing that I realized and for what ever reason, I am still amaze on me, if you do know me, you won't ever think that I above all people, is able to do this. When I decided to go home, I never prepared to see what is coming. I just live. I just live through the rain, and flood, through the cray traffic jam, that took me 4 hours to go from my mom's house to mine. Did I get crazy? Sometime, but now, each time it rains, I made sure, I charged my laptop battery, I made sure, I had the latest movies in my car, so I could watch them during those time. I made sure my cell phone battery was full, in case. I did all this preparation because I know what is coming, and I can't do much about it!
I embraced myself, when my mom just took Leia to go to ciawi, and instead of asking a permission she just texted me with statement that Leia was on the way with her to ciawi, and when leia called and cried, begged me to pick her up, I was calm enough to say, "No one force you to go to ciawi Leia, too bad that you have changed your mind, I will see you tomorrow" and I texted my mother with statement saying, "I expect you to bring Leia back to raden saleh back at 10 o'clock tomorrow morning. Thank you for taking care of Leia!" As my little sister told me, I did make sure that Leia is my daughter, not every one's. Then, I went home, and spent a lovely Friday night with my husband alone.
I embraced myself, when my mom just took Leia to go to ciawi, and instead of asking a permission she just texted me with statement that Leia was on the way with her to ciawi, and when leia called and cried, begged me to pick her up, I was calm enough to say, "No one force you to go to ciawi Leia, too bad that you have changed your mind, I will see you tomorrow" and I texted my mother with statement saying, "I expect you to bring Leia back to raden saleh back at 10 o'clock tomorrow morning. Thank you for taking care of Leia!" As my little sister told me, I did make sure that Leia is my daughter, not every one's. Then, I went home, and spent a lovely Friday night with my husband alone.
Sometime, I confuse, and don't know what to do with this kind of situations, tried not to hurt anyone, or some time I did hurt some one. Somehow, I wondered how did I do this. Somehow I wonder, I must do this for a reason, good reason hopefully.
So, today, I prepared for anything that will come up in my life. And I thank God, that I surrounded with people, yes, they are crazy people and so am I, but I know one thing for sure, they love me.
And one thing that I know for sure, If there were something happened to me, I would like one of my family take a good care of my Leia.
And one thing that I know for sure, If there were something happened to me, I would like one of my family take a good care of my Leia.
You are a superwoman..Of course you can do all of those and be better with times....
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