I thought, I thought, created on 09/21/06

Once upon a time, in the kingdom of Tasia, where I am the queen that rule the kingdom single handed, I was once again, awake, from the alarm...
My story began here.....

It was monday, at about 6:22 my kingdom time, where I got an text messaging from the secretary of the school (as a queen, i am humbly serving in the near by school as a teacher), who requested to get a tester from the snack that we ordered from my aunt for field trip which was in about 2 days. After dinner, I texted my aunt requested the same thing, and she agreed to get a tester. So, I was being a helpfull niece, I offered her that I would asked my mother to get one of the bread that would be for the snack. So, at about 7:33, I called my mother house...my cousin was the one who answer the phone, so I asked if I could speak to my mother. She said, 'your mother is in the emergency room. We went to see the doctor, and your mom blood pressure was so high, it went from 160, to 180 and at the doctor office went up to 230/120. The doctor did not want to take the risk, so she couldn't go home, and has to stay in Emergency room so they can observe her'.
As she explained everything to me, all of sudden, I could hear her talking, but I did not think that I can understand or make any sense of it. So, I said, okay, I will be there soon.
I went to my husband, and told a very confusing story, but luckily, he got what I meant. So, I told my husband, you stayed home with Leia, and I'll go to the hospital. So, I did.
When I was in the car, I couldn't think of anything, all of these worst thoughts came to me. Was she going to be okay? Was she going to be worse? Should I prepared for the worst then? How could this happen? Anyway, I couldn't help myself to cry, and at that point, I felt so helpless. I couldn't do any thing.
I don't know much about my mother disease. I know it got something to do with the kidney, but if I have to tell in detail, I will have no idea. My mother however, is one energetic superwoman. And she has a good guardian angel. Her guardian angel is my cousin, she is a medical student, and has a huge concern of my mother health. She was the one, who dragged her to see the doctor that night, she was the one that took the number, filled the application, and got my mother to the doctor office. If it was not because of her, I would never think what will happen to my mother. I really dearly thankfull for her! My mother is fine right now. She is home at this time.

In the time like that, all that I can do is nothing, except pray and believe on my prayer.
In the time like that, was the time, that remaind me that I am just human after all (not a power fuff girl), that I can do so much, but there are lots of things that I just have to let it happen, and let the highest being in the heavan above do HIS work.
One think that I can't thank HIM enough, that He put a guardian angel to watch after His people.
I dedicate this blog for my dear cousin IRA.