I am in my 5th year of going back and living home. For what ever reason, I feel, I don't seem to fit here anymore. My minds are here, but my heart is somewhere that I don't even know where.
My sister just went for visit me for about 2 weeks, luckily it was a holiday here, so I totally spent my whole time with her. I was glad though, I missed her everyday in my life here. My Leia also enjoying the company of her cousin Kirana, they both had great time together. Leia had an experience being a big sister, while Kirana was doing a great job as a little sister. They both needed the experience. When Kirana left, Leia was sad, she cried the whole night, I think this would be a good experience for her on missing someone that really meant lots for her. At the night she cried, I couldn't comfort her more, and I wished I could, since I cried also missing my little sister already.
The thing is, I was glad, that there is a little on me in Leia and little on my sister in Kirana, so watching them, was like watching me and my sister. Maybe I shouldn't look it that way....but sort of.
Anyway...I really want to go back to where I was before, but yet, I don't think I could bare to say good bye to my family here. Though choice huh.....?
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